'Cause 24 hours a day is never enough...

[selece_wingard]

I think many people think like this, especially students. Lately, I've been feeling it more than ever. I want to catch up on my reading, both on books and manga. I haven't moved one chapter on Wuthering Heights ever since the semester started. I want to draw so my dA account wouldn't be stagnant. I want to practice my non-existent piano skills. I want to watch anime (or anything; movies, whatever). I want to meet up with my friends and chat for hours. I miss them terribly. Sometimes I think that maybe I'm trying to do so much at one time. Or maybe that when I am given the time to do these things I go waste on other unimportant stuff (like lying on the bed and staring up on the ceiling for long moments :D). I think the point is that I feel like I'm being forced to run around just to finish requirements for school and study just so I wouldn't flunk "that" subject. I've been losing sleep and I feel like haven't really learned anything relevant to my field of study. I sometimes think if there's any point on all that I've been doing up until now.

But in the end, maybe I just need to accept the fact that I AM a STUDENT and studying takes top priority above everything else. Anything that I want to do for hobbies or interests' sake fades into the background. Still, I can't help but feel some discontent. I just hope that with the "exam" done things will change for the better.

(Taken from my dA account 'cause I think I need to update and just post anything since I haven't really been that active for a long time now.)