Byebye UP AME

[selece_wingard]

My mom and I were on our way home this morning from Sta. Clara church. As usual we took the train bound for Recto which passes by our stop. We were going down the stairs of Pureza station (our stop) when out of the blue I suddenly asked my mom if I could possibly join UP AME, an organization for anime/manga lovers. Whack! Yup, you guessed it right. It was a downright NO. She said it would probably, no, definitely, mess up with my studies. I already expected this answer and I've already thought of compromising (Like how I would try my very hardest not to get 2s and below although that seems surreal 'cause people this is UP we're talking about. T_T) but somehow I just fell silent. I couldn't say anything or rather I didn't want to say anything. I don't know if I'm pissed or depressed or a mixture of the two. When we got home I immediately went to our room (mine and my sisters') and fell back to sleep ( I woke up at around 4am and I went to sleep the night before at around 2 am. Yeah, I felt so HIGH) after changing. When I woke up it's already past lunch time (around 3) and I was still feeling down so I was still in anti-social mode. Everyone's receiving a super-duper cold shoulder from me (Yeah! Freeze to death you all! Bwahaha!) and I'm still in this mood right this moment that I'm typing this. I don't know how long I'll be in this state. I actually already had the idea that it's impossible for me to join the org since I'm i UPM and I think it's only in UPD and also because of parental reasons. I guess hearing directly from my mom really struck me. It's not like she's strict; she has actually endured my otaku-ish exploits for the four years of my high school life. It's just that anime and manga stuff has been my interest for all these years that it's hard to part from it. I know I need to face college life more seriously than high school but anime/manga has always been my solace and my escape from the pressures of life. I can't do anything about it though. I guess it's going to be STUDY, STUDY, STUDY for me for the next four years (or ten? :p) starting this June. Gambaru, atashi! Byebye UP AME! Forever you'll always be in my heart. I'd be your faithful member in Dreamland. Tuxedo Team! You're still my idol! See you also in my dreams! (Since my chance for UP AME just got busted, I'm taking this as I'm forbidden to attend any cons thus reducing my probability of seeing Jin-tachi to nil. Life...so harsh.)

Wow, that was a pretty long rant. Hahaha....Congratulation to those who read until the end.

PS: I just watched 5 Centimeters Per Second and read the latest update in SA and man, I wish I didn't 'cause both were really depressing (Especially 5 Centimeters Per Second. Definitely a lot of pathos. It was really deep and I didn't really understand much of the story. I watched it because it's Jin-kun's fav movie. Haha...I'm totally addicted to Jin-kun.) I was already feeling down and I those things I watched and read added to my un-genki mood. Pooh!

I'm adding a link to a comic strip from Jin-kun. Go visit it here:
http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/art/Gutom-Lang-Yan-27331514
Sorry, pero mga Pilipino lang po makakaintindi nung strip. Haha! Enjoy!

[blueanime27]

:))

ahaha :))

i'm really happy that we're updating animefans with our latest issues in life :D

ahaha :D weee :D

[miakimiharu]

Joby, YOGA?! KEWL!!! Don't forget to teach a few moves ah!

Kim:Ano kaya PE natin, Rissa? Sana FENCING!!! Weeeeee!!!
Ne-Kim : As if naman meron nun sa UPM!
Kim:O sige na nga, swimming nalang.
Ne-Kim: Whaaaaa??? Wala naman pool dun ah! UPD nga wala eh!
Kim: Seasonal subject yun! Pag mga 2nd sem lang yun (pag tag-ulan na ----> CORNY noh? )


Rissa, I don't think this is the end for all our dreams of being able to socialize with other otakus...This is just a bump in the road...I think. Anyway, I guess our parents are just kinda worried for us because we haven't proved ourselves yet. Though we may think that we have shown them tons of reasons why they probably shouldn't worry themselves to death, the situation is what it is - for now. Soon enough I'm sure our parents will loosen up and voila! UP AME! hehehehe...

I'm pretty certain about this (psychotic ako di ba?) so don't fret my loves...just be patient

[blueanime27]

ui adik kay jin ah :))

hey my beloved best friend it's been a while since i've seen you on :(

ahehe :D
anyway..
about the UPAME thing..

don't worry about that my mom forbid to join ANY club..
yeah I mean ALL of the clubs.. she said it'll just be a hindrance :((
boohoo..and i was really looking forward to it :(

hayz.

I just got pre-enlisted..
and guess what my PE is..
:D
YOGA!
ahehe :D cool ryt?

*i dunno why i'm putting those stuffs in this reply :D*

anyway again..
really? 5 cm is not that good?
i was looking forward in watching it.. awwws... :(
ahehe :D
watcha mean new chap? is it chap 97? or 98 is out already?

oki... I'll read the stirp now :D mwahnezz.

lab yoush XD